Friday, May 18, 2012

who is the greatest rapper of all time? biggie? tupac? jay-z? someone else? explain why




well i think they're all great rappers. they all have the same taste in music but they add a different kind of style to it. to me i wouldn't pick out of those 3 because they all are very good rappers, they talk about different things. And they each have different meanings. 

best and worst birthday

Describe with as much detail as possible, your best and worst birthday.

my BEST birthday , uh well , i guess it was this year. i had to stay with my grandparents for a week because my mom was getting surgery. so i didnt get to see her at all ! my mom told me she might not come home for my birthday, depending when they let her go. so i started to cry because i NEVER spent any birthdays without her, and as i said in my future me post, she had a condition that needed to be treated. so knowing if anything happened that i wont get to see her for my birthday. BUT then a day before my birthday i got a call from her and she said that i could come home on my birthday. so that meant no more brooklyn , nomore grandparents :] no more traveling. so when i went home afterschool i went home and spent the rest of my night with my mom :'] and even though i didnt get alot i appreciated what she got me :'] all i cared about was that i got to see her <3 



my WORST birthday - i didnt really have any worst birthday's :p

bullied

Tell the story of when you were bullied.  What would you say to him/her now?


well , i used to get bullied for several reasons. nothing big though, but one thing people say to me when we argue or whenever they think they're " bullying " me is when they say " your white though " . that really irks my nerves. That's all people could say, which is childish. okay my skin color is white. . YOUR POINT IS ? -_- , Sometimes it really does bother me because to me i feel like people cant get past the fact that my skin color is like that. so they take advantage of it. even if im play arguing with someone i still dislike when people say it. i dont care about what people say about me but to bring up skin colors is annoying -__- , like if i was to make fun of someones color i'd be wrong right ? exactly my point. why should i deal with people talking crap about me being hispanic but being pale also -_- , but then when i say something about someone im wrong. 

Friday, May 11, 2012

mistakes.

who are people to judge us on our mistakes ? alot of people make mistakes. honestly everything happens for a reason , for better or for worse. some people do things on purpose, and i dont judge them. maybe their tired of certain things , OR they want to experience something they havent before. but thats there DECISION ! if they choose to do something let them, its their life. BUT i'd never let my friends do something wrong , i just cant watch them get judged for the thing they did knowing i couldve prevented it from happening. but then again if its something they really want to do who are you to stop them ? i think mistakes happen for different reasons. it can change someones life in many ways , Honestly, some people cant even say anything about peoples mistakes or past because it happens to everyone, you may not know it but everyone will or at least made one mistake. and its sad for someone to get judged on when the people done it THEMSELVES ! im speaking on behalf of all the people that made mistakes because i too had made mistakes and have been judged, and didnt like it. it has helped my life in certain ways but i had ups and downs , life is WAAAAY to short to be regreting things and trying to make things right,

sex ed

Should Sex Ed Be Required In All Middle And High School ? Why Or Why Not ?

i think sex ed should be required in all middle and highschools because some teenagers do have sex at a young age and end up getting pregnant, PLUS some girls and guys think its okay just because it gives "pleasure" . but honestly it can ruin your future ! you may be using "protection" but that still wont matter. like what if it breaks and you catch diseases and infections. now thats just NASTY -___- , i mean for some people they dont care about there life and crap and have all the sex they want which is bad because everyone has the potential to be something in life, but to waste it on something that can harm you physically and mentally is just soo sadddddd , sex ed should be required so more students could learn about what could happen if you do have sex and what things can be done if you are already sexually active to prevent having babies.
so a few weeks ago a guy got jumped because he was gay :/ , WELL , to me i didnt think that was right because he didnt do anything . some people just cant leave people alone, the fact that he got jumped because he was gay is just so overwhelming. i felt bad because he was a innocent kid. the damage was bad ! some people just have NO HEARTS ! how can you do that to someone ? , i understand if you dislike gay people but to hurt them physically can destroy there mindset mentally about how they see life . like for real , whats this world coming to :'/ , some people are so cruel, especially if you dont know the person ! but at least he's okay :'] , sometimes i wish i was a cop to arrest them because now knowing what happen more people are at risk of getting jumped for being gay.

Friday, May 4, 2012

This is kind of deep :/ but read it :]


Dear FutureMe,
 you wrote this letter when you were 14 , your probably looking at this and saying " i don't remember this " , but maybe a little summary of your old life will help you remember how you lived and how was your life was like when you were younger. . .
 right now as we speak your living with your mom and two nephews, marcus and chris. your mom just finished getting surgery for breast cancer, she's doing fine right now. recovering from those nasty scars :/ , family wise ? you don't really want to be around them . but you're learning that even though you don't want to be around them that they will always be there for you , your nephews are a pain in the butt ! they don't understand how hard it is to help mom with the condition she's in and helping her take care of them at the same time. well hopefully this is bringing most of your memory back ! , but anyways. you were in 8th grade when you wrote this and couldn't wait to go off to highschool :] , you been in a one year relationship with ___ and you enjoyed every minute of it , even though people in school didnt want you being together , your best friends that were always there for you were brittany , diamond , amy , jillian , jazmin and sarai , OH and susana ! they were the girls you spent all your mornings in advisory, all your lunch's with ( when you didn't get in trouble ) and most of your afternoons with.. you loved them more then EVER ! they were like your sisters , you'd tell them anything , you known them since 4th grade , and your love for them grew stronger everyday. but your real BESTFRIEND that you do everything with and could be yourself around was kenny, oh man how much you loved him, , you could laugh and talk about anything with him, you didn't care about what anyone thought about him, you can do the silliest things around him and act wierd , and nothing will change the way he thought or felt about you . but .. everything i just said didn't bring you the happiest moods. because all this drama occured and made you depressed , at one point NO ONE was talking to you , but you tryed being strong, still went to school and everything, faked a smile and head held high, things began to change at home and all you could do was sit there and let things fall back into place. you would wonder why all the bad things happened to you, or why its you being put in these position's. life goes on and i learned as a young girl that life its self isnt fully developed like we are , its still has problems but it gets better . . the happiest moments for you are when your with your father . he'd always tell you that you can talk to him about anything, even though you feel like if you do tell him something he'll sit there and judge you :/ , you sometimes feel like you cant even tell your close friends anything. . i hope in the future i marry who i want to marry :x lol. i honestly do not want kids, but i dont want to feel lonely so i probably will have one or two :] hopefully when i read this 2O years from now i reached my goal of being famous or have a really good job , i hope i got to help my family out and been there for them when they needed me, most important i hope my mom got to see me graduate from highschool or college <3 , then my life would be complete :D , softball and dancing is your LIFE, you enjoy doing both ! , you sing alittle too :X , even though your so insecure about it . but you cant help it , you love doing it ! you made mistakes when you were younger and by the time you read this you know why you did them , some of them i cant even explain , i feel like im a parent most times , because i have to help my mom with everything ! knowing the condition shes in i dont mind, its not like i dont have a childhood , cause i do but now i know what struggles she goes through. memories are coming back ? OH so you do remember this old life ? well at least you know :T , i love every bit of my life because its making me realize most things that blinded me from the beginning , and things are becoming so clearer to me , and i hope when im older i look back at this letter and it changes the way i saw life from now to when im older ,