Sunday, February 20, 2011

Silence

its quiet.
its a moment of silence.
can yhu see the pain running thru my veins.
it hurts yea i been thru the dirt
and now im leaving you
now do yhu see what i been thru.
i can feel no love coming through.
so im walk away proud
while i do me and you do you ♥

Friday, February 18, 2011

You were with me since the day I was born.
Held my hand when I was broken and torn.
Laughed with me at the silly jokes they said
Cried with me when I felt I was dead.
But times are starting to get a little harder.
And the situations I get in have gotten hotter.
I see you slipping away each day.
I'm losing myself in every which way.
I've become all the things I never wanted to.
Ending with the fact that I'll loose you.
Forget the way things used to be.
I'm no longer young and free.
Listening to music I used to hate.
Dating boys I don't want to date.
I feel you crying deep inside.
But you're a shame, so I make you hide.
You is me.
What I used to be.
So now look at us.
Turning to dust.

Suffocating Soul

Got tangled in the breeze,It happens, like sneeze,Can't live, can't breath,I beg, stop, please.Trapped inside,Room so wide,Place not right,There's no light.Screaming for mercy,To the ghastly humanity,Stop, stop, I'm not happy,Can anyone hear me?Heart as black as coal,Angry as a troll,Suffocating soul.Everytime I pray,I wish someone would say,'Don't worry, it's okay,we'll meet up again someday'.Facing life and death,
Breathing the last breathe.I want to survive,I want this life.Break the glass,Free at last,Things have passed.Everything is alright...

Fakers

Fakers aren't all that great...
You know they're fake,
But they keep you awake
With the hate they bring,
The lies they sing.
They've cheap attitudes,
They look like fools,
You'd think they'd be hated,
The way that they're tainted,
With sarcastic comments
And petty torments...
What is their motive?
Where is their mind?
We should just ignore them;
And leave the past behind...

Me And The Girl In The Mirror

I look in the mirror and see a girl,
Who is staring back at me.
I don't know who she is,
Because she's not the girl I wana be.
She puts a smile on,
While inside she is falling apart.
She says, "I'm okay",
As pain fills her heart.
She pretends not to care,
As everyone slowly walks away.
She hides behind her mask,
And pretends to be okay.
She is scared to open up,
And call someone her best friend.
They all turn out the same,
And never really care in the end.
She is scared to let people close,
It always ends up as heartache.
She decides to trust someone,
But it always ends up as a big mistake.
She feels like a stranger in her own home,
Like she doesn't even belong.
She tries the best she can,
But it always seems to be wrong.
She freezes up at the word "love",
People throw it around too much.
Her muscles constrict,
As she is afraid to be touched.
She has ideas for the future,
Hopes and dreams of her own.
But she doesn't hold her breath,
Because disappointment is all she has ever known.
She asks, "Why am I never good enough",
"Why am I always second choice"?
People tell her she's got to stand up for what she wants,
She's got to find her own voice.
I know who I wanna be,
It's all so much clearer.
But the fact of life is,
I'm only the girl in the mirror
bestfriends many will change but some may stay forever
from the beginning you was there
love for everything even the world we shared
dark times had fallen and i wasnt were
i should of been by your side to show you i cared
but you know im not the only one to blame
i myself had fallen right into dispare
never again i thought you would still be there
time has passed but we mended our wounds
together as one a team of two but soon
pulled apart
riped from my heart
but still though it seemed like forever
i soon realized we would never part
from start to finish
friends till the end
life may be broken
but yet we still pretend
he took you away
this wont happen again
because mean more to me
then when my life began
i promise you this
ill stand by your side
every one i know means alot butyou mean more
then any one else not because we are different
but because we are the same
we are friends till the and with or with out the fame

Thursday, February 17, 2011

My Everythingg

Shes My Everything.
iLove Her Like Shes My Sister.
Well.. She Basically Is My Sister
Shes My CRAZY Twinn ! .
I Havee Alot Of Funn When im Withh Herr.
Shes There For Me When I Need Herr.
Shes Been By My Side Ever Since The Fourth Gradee.
We Hadd Times Where We Werent Talkingg But
I Still Had her Back.
She Knows Whenn Im In A Badd Mood And She CHEERS ME UP !
If Anything Happened To Her I Would be Hurt.
She Means Everything To Me.
Shes Likee My Lifeee. Words Cant Explain The Love I Have For Her .
We Laugh And Goof Off Together.
She Tells me Secrets And I Tell Her Miness.
Shes Apart Of My Lifee.
Shes My Sister, Twin , Life , My Joy .
WAIT - i Cann Sit Here And List Thingss That She is To Me But i Can Describe Her In One Word
She My EVERYTHING
ILU JAZMIN ROMAN 2|16|11 ^^ YOU HEARDD !

Monday, February 7, 2011

more like sisters

Shes My Bestfriend . Shes My Partner In Crime(P.I.C] :) Shes My Sister. Were Always Goofing off Together , Laughingg Together , And Havingg Fun Together. I Practically Tell Her Everythingg. Shess Likee My Everythingg. Shes Always Theree For Mee Andd Im Always Theree For Herr. We Always Have A BLAST When Were Togetherr. Shes What I Call A TRUE Friend, A Honest Friend ; Even Thoo The Truth Hurts Sometimess. Shee Kepps It Real And She NOT Fakee Likee Somee Peoplee Out Hereee. Shess My Funny Buddy :D She Always Findss A Way To Makee Mee Feel Better When Im Sad Orr Just Needs Someonee Too Talkk Too. Shes A Friend I Cant Replace And Theres No One Like Herr. Shee Will Always Be FOREVER UP THERE ! ^ILU JILLIAN .