Ugggggh ; >.< 

Theres Alot Of Thingss i Want To Say But Just Cantt, Becausee Its Not Thee SAME :T Sheesh. I Tryy Telling Youu But i Doubt yOU'LL Bee Theree Too Listeeen :/ i Shouldvee Listenedd Too My Mindd , it Toldd  Mee Onee Thingg Butt i Listened To MYSELF ! #stupid move , You Aree Thee Besst <3  , IM Gladd Weree On Good Termss :'] , At Leasst iN mY Mindd Your Heree But In mY Heaaart Yourr Gonee . . 

78.  When did you last cry in front of another person? By yourself?

YESTERDAAAAAY -__- and it was infront of my 2 friends because we got stuck in the elevator ! they kept jumpingg and it jumped and got stuck in between floors -_- then she was like what  if we go up then fall down really fast too the first floor, once she said that i started TEARINGGGGG , i hatee elevators >.<

81. If you had the choice of one soulmate, but no friends or no soulmate, but lots of friends, which would you choose?

i'd choose both :X and i'd tell you why !

i'd choose having alot of friends because they will be there for you through anything. and in case of anything they will help you out whenever you need something , and if there your really good friends they'll act like your there brother or sister and take care of you , like when you get out of a relationship they'll be there to support you . 

this is why i'd choose having a soulmate . . 

i'd have a soulmate beause they provide more things , like if you move in together they'll either help pay rent or pay the whole thing, they buy food, and take you out, he/she will act like a bestfriend to you, so you dont really need friends, 

B U T !!!!!!!!! . . . what if he/she cheats on you and you have no where to go ? THATS WHY I'D CHOOSE FRIENDS ! , THEN what if you have nomoreee friends? THATS WHERE YOUR SOULMATE COMES IN !  , 

80. While arguing with a close friend on the phone, she gets angry and hangs up.  Assuming she is at fault and makes no attempt to contact you, how long would you wait to get in touch with her?

umm , well if she was too hangg up on me , i would try calling her back . if not then if i seen her in person i'd walk up to her and try working things out, especially if me and the girl were really cool. because if it was something stupid id wouldnt want to lose her over it, but IF that doesnt work out id wait like a week to let her calm down then ill let her try to make the first move,

Tomboy Days :$$

Well yeahh :/ im NOT a girly girl ! no matter how girly i dress , i HATE IT :/ , im used to jeans ( a little baggy ) A shirt and some Sneakers , not no Cardigan , with a blouse , a skirt and some shoes -__- , im not the type to play a sport just to be around boys, im the type to play because i actually like the sport. like basketball , baseball and football , i made my self sound like a total boy :x BUT ! i do enjoy doing girl things, like shopping, talking on the phone and all that other stuff, like you would catch me dressing like a GIRLY GIRL once in a while . im used to basketball shorts and sneakers. not booty shorts and some sandals . idk its just how i dress . im not a TOTAL tomboy . like i still dress kind of girly, :] .. im really competitive , and i dont care if your a boy i will argue with you , i wont stay shut , i was raised like that , stay shut to NO ONE ! and thats how im going to teach my kids :'] theres only going to be 2 friends i will still talk to when im older because i know everyone gunna go there seperate way :'[ lmaoo

65. If you found that a good friend had AIDS, would you avoid him? What if your brother or sister had it?


if a good friend of mines had AIDS i would still talk to them because just because they had a disease i wouldnt treat them any different , because i bet they wont have any friends when they find out they have AIDS ! , and thats mean :/ , i mean i wont be as close to them because i wouldn't want to catch it but i'd still be there for them .
if my brother or sister had it i'd be by there side through everything because there my family and i want to help them out, but the same rules apply ( i wont be as close ) but if they were to ever need something i'd help them 

68. Someone very close to you is in pain, paralyzed, and will die within a month.  He begs you to give him poison so that he can die.  Would you?  What if it were your father or mother?

i wouldnt give them poison even if it were my mother or father because i would want to spend as much time with them as i can ,

73. Do you prefer being around guys or girls? Do your closest friends tend to be guys or girls?


i'd prefer being around boys more then girls because girls always wanna talk about there days and there problems, but with boys we crack jokes and talk about random s**** , and we always play sports and have fun :D , but i do love my friends that are girls 

41. Write a poem about how it feels while you’re playing your favorite sport.


its not a poem but im gunna write how i feel about it. 


SOFTBALL :] my favorite sport ! i love it, i love the feeling when i hit a home run, i love when i catch the ball :] it makes me feel good , idk why O.o i love playing this sport. i have a game saturday :D not a real one but its a practice one to see how good we are . most people say softball is a wack sport, but its just like baseball, but we use a green / bigger ball ( no homo ) :X , my team colors are  pretty :D , im learning alot about this sport the more i play, the girls are OD Coool B] , iDC what anyone says i LOVE PLAYING ! 

Talk about the qualities you like in girls as friends

uh , well i like girls that i can come to for anything, or when i need someone to talk to. someone that is funny and makes my days. or someone who will have my back, someone thats not so quick to assume, and also someone who likes to have FUN :D , someone that shares there candy with me <3.<3 LOL :] one that'll trust me and . i like when i see bestfriends walking around and they look like they have fun around each other

Discuss how you feel about girls ,

i feel that girls can be your best friends in the world but then they can be your worst enemy. like some things you cant tell a girl because you NEVER know who they could tell. like the girls i told / tell a lot too , i trusted them, well i still do but not as much. some girls can be the funnest to be around but then some are B O R I N G ! some are cool but then some are just . . EW -_- , some are quiet and some are trouble starters. like . . O.o , i just want to LIVE LIFE ! and have fun. :] girls now a days are changing, good and bad. but thats life :P , i know i changed over the months, and years but i wouldnt tell secrets. like i know some people would. my main girls trustworthy and all that . so i dont mind telling them anything, like my friends in my class , i'd still tell them stuff but it'll feel weird. even though it shouldnt feel like that since we all knew each other for so longg ! like im putting all the drama and etc behind me because its 8th grade , were leaving sooon ! so i want to make it as fun as possible :D , but yeah :/ girls, what can i say. we all have our b****y moods. . 

Discuss the positive qualities that make a guy likable

WELL , what makes a guy likable is how they're don't take girls for advantage , like they use her for her money or they think just because the girls are all sensitive they could be mean to them. there could be a million qualities about a likable guy. like how they are always there for there girl ( thats a friend ) . or how they have their back. even just having a nice conversation face to face is a quality because we know that they're good listeners or they're just good to talk to when your feeling down or just want to have a conversation. no body want someone thats TOOOOOO over protective, because then the girl would think that your a feen for her . and then she'll probably think your annoying, but thats SOME girls . not all . some boys have the quality of being respectful.

if you could change one thing about yourself , what would you change ? why ?

i'd change the way i act towards people, because sometimes when im in a bad mood and someone trys to talk to me i'd take it out on them and then we'd end up arguing or something. and i'd change the way how im very quick to assume ! like SOME people should change about them too . because thats like my worst habit and i know how other people feel and crap. theres quite a few things i'd change but i doubt it'll change.

what school subjects do you really enjoy ?

my favorite class is tech , because i enjoy going on the laptops . also blogger is a place where i can write about anything :'X so yeah :] , and its not a stressful class like all the others.

39. When did you stop believing in Santa Claus?


i stopped believing in santa when i was like 7 because i slept in my living room for christmas and i heard my mom rapping the presents in the room -_- so that morning i opened the presents , said thank you and told them santa not real because i heard them and they was like what ? santa is real ! , like no , we may be little but we arent stupid ! lmaoo 

60. What’s something about yourself that you hope will change, but that probably never will?
 Something About me that will never change is my attitude , no matter how hard i try to not be mean or give attitude it just slips out :X , like i get annoyed fast so my attitude will come out of me, i get it from my mom so yeah . . itll NEVER go away LOL :P , like you could be my bestest friend in the world but if you annoy me i will go off :'/ even though i hate when im mean to people but thats life . 

Random Questions

55. What do you do if you can’t sleep at night? Do you count sheep, toss and turn, or get up and do something?

when i cant go to sleep i lay down and think about stuff , or i text someone . but usually just lay down and think about my regrets , future , my friends , something that happened to me during the day or i just think about my past .

56. What’s something you should throw away, but can’t?  Explain.

i have a lot of things that i have but i cant , well i can but i dont want to . like drawings or things people gave me , and ETC .

57. What’s something valuable that you accidentally dropped and broke?  Describe the situation.

 uh , well one day i was washing dishes and theres was a plate that my mom liked because it was a gift O.o so i was playing with my friend and it slipped out my hand and t broke. i tried to glue it but that didnt work lol. well it did but it ended up breaking after a few hours because some pieces were still missing .

58. What sound drives you crazy?

 i HATE when people chew in my ear , i hate when people snap in my face, i hate the sound of when you drag your nail across the chalkboard >.< 

36. If you were given the power to cure one disease, which would it be?  Why?


Cancer ! why ? because no one should be dealing with it . especially if your at a young age :/ if i had 3 wishes i'd use it to cure any type of cancer. i have a family member that has cancer :/ and shes REALLY close to me . i dont know what i'd do without her . she takes care of me , and everything . and i wouldnt want to see her go away because of cancer . NO ONE should go through this, visiting the doctor everyday . or having to take medicine all day . or even worrying about how long you have to live. i've heard stories about people that have cancer and its just bad ! :/ i wish cancer DIED ! i swear if i could cure this disease i would . 

HIGH SCHOOOOOOL :]

Am I Ready ? YEAH :]

How Do You Feel About Leaving 188 ? ITS A BLESSING :] LOL :P

Would You Miss Anyone ? Yeah . My Teachers And All The 8 Graders .

Did You Learn Anything While You Were In 188 ? i Learned To Be a Bigger Person And Ignore The Drama , But To Also Forgive Because I've Known These People For Like 5 years :]

Do You Like Your Highschool You Will Be Going To ? Yeah .

Who Will You Miss The Most ? :X

Can You Write A Few Sentences About Your 8th Grade Year ?
8th Grade, MANNNNNN ! We All Been Through Thick and Thin , The Teachers Can Be Annoying But i love Them :] , Im Honestly Going To Miss Everyone :'[ , Im Going To See Most Of Them Through out The Summer But Most I Wont EVER Se Again :/ , 8th Grade Was A Good/Bad year For Everyone , SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Much Drama ! But No Matter What Im STILL Going To Be There For Everyone Like I Said i Will :] Lifes To Short To Be Dealing With Nonsense .

Will You Visit The School ? Once In a Blue Moon ( Only To Pick Up My Brothers }

Highschoool here i comeeeeeeeeeeee :]]]]] <3 <3 <3

Getting Your Heart Broken , Finding Out Your Crush Doesnt Like You , Realizing Your Ex Moved On . . WORST FEELING EVER ! , :/ Because You REALLY Liked That Person , Getting Your Feelings Hurt Is Like The Person Who Broke Them Saying F*CK YOU ! -_- . EVERYONE went through this, and if you havent . . ITS GOING TO ! So GoodLuck ! Your Gunna Need It !! :P , I Been There Before. And It Makes You Feel Some Type Of Way ! It Happened To My Friends More Then Me Though , So i If I Ever Gotten My Heart Broken I Know How I Will Act Just By Looking At My Friends Situation . Some People Take Love A Joke , Well They Think Its A Game , like Once You Get A Girl To Love You , You Shouldnt Break There Heart , Because You WILL regret it ; Then She Wont Take You Back. UNLESS She's Stupid Enough . But Then Again If You Worth With Each Other For A LONG time Then She Probably Will Give You Another Chance , LUCKY !! :D lmaooo , i Got a Second Chance Once, Even Though i Felt Like I Didnt Deserve It . But i Proved That People Changed , Because They Said " Once A Cheater Always A Cheater " , NOT ME :] I Learned My Lesson . . . LESSON LEARNED ! Sometimes Love Isnt For Everyone , Some People Are Born To Be Cheaters :P LMFAO ! But If You Find That One Girl Thats All Worth It Then You'll Realize Theres Not A Reason To Cheat. I Dont Know What It Feels Like To Be Cheated On, i Honestly Dont. And If i Ever Did Get Cheated On I Wouldnt Want To Know About It . But Then i Would. But Not The VERY Next Day , Because I'd Feel Awkward :/ No One Deserves To Be Cheated On ! Because That Just Means You Not Ready For A REAL Relationship. I Dont Consider Myself READY For One Because im only 13 . Maybe If i Took Things Slow i'd Be Ready But Right Now All i Want To Do is Have Fun And Play Softball :]]]] , Right Now I Dont Think Im Even Ready For a Relationship So i Focus On My Friends , Family , School And Softball <3

What’s one thing in life you regret the most?


well , i regret a lot of stuff . but if theres ONE thing i had to name it would be disrespecting my mom :/ i mean every mom and daughter goes through there arguments . but now that im getting older theres no reason to argue because your going to end up losing . and my mom does alot for me i just realize it . no one does , until you really think about it . and since my mom is like my bestfriend i dont want to lose her . i mean nobody wants to lose there mom. <3 

Before i Die I Want To . . 

1: Perform In Carnegie Hall ( dance )

2: Fly A Plane :D

3: Bungie Jump :]

4: Sky Dive B]

5: Meet Adele & Bruno Mars 

6: Swim The Entire Ocean :P

7: Join The Navy Seals . :O ( even thou i can get killed going on missions ) 

8: Finish School 

9: Get a Tattoo 

1O: 

Number Ten Is Yet To Be Thought Of .

22. Are you a forgiving person?  Explain. 


Yes -_- , and i dislike that !!! like you can do something that will get me so mad but then after a while i'll end up forgiving them . well depending on the person and what they did . like if you talk crap or whatever i will end up forgiving you , only if you tell me straight up what you said to other people about me.  because at least your being straight forward with me . but if you like did something really F'd up then it will take more then apologies for me to talk to you . i mean i dont like having arguements with people , because it leads to more drama -_- , but other then that i can be very forgivingg :] 

My Inspirations :']

 These are my inspirations. your probably wondering why bruno mars, michael jackson, chris brown and adele are my inspirations right ? well bruno mars is my inspiration because he can really sing, and even tho i cant really sing he makes my want to try and sing, im kind of good at it. but i can do better, and his music is just amazing ! some of his songs relate to me. like when i listen to his music i feel like we have a connection. as if we been through the same thing . michael jackson is my inspiration because he inspired me to start dancing, i used to be scared of him when i was little O.o LMAO, idk why. but now its like i wish i met him /: , ever since i was little i been dancing. because i wanted to be like him. All i do is dance, everywhere i go, even if its goofing around. i just LOVE to dance, its my passion <3 , when i grow up if detective stuff doesnt work out i want to be a professional dancer :'] , i really have confidence in myself and i'd love to be on t.v :] mybe on the grammys ! lmaoo , yess >.< i dream of being on the grammys on day ! chris brown inspire me to dance also ! his moves are like woahhh :D , i also love his songs . its like when i listen to him i HAVE to dance !! he's probably the 2nd best dancer, the first is michael jackson IDC !! :P . i look up to them, they make me not want to give up dancing . its like in my blood <3 Last But Not Least ADELE :] , Shes A strong women, after everything she been through she still standing strong. she makes me not want to be depressed and sad, because its like if she can stay strong and keep her head up i can do that also . and her songs are so moving, shes my IDOL , like i look up to her more then anyone. and shes THICK and she doesnt care :D thats what i love . shes CONFIDENT about herself. <3 <3

Softball

#6 is my number . Left field and first base is my position. seeing me hit  home run puts joy into my heart . .  yes. i play softball <3 <3 <3
i love this sport ! , most people dont take softball seriously but its just like baseball , except us girls take this sport MORE serious. boys say that softball is lame and girls dont know how to play, but thats not true. obviously your on a team for a reason . -__- and its not lame, its a intense , and determined sport, JUST like baseball . i mean some girls are beginners so obviously they arent going to be pro's , unless you have family that plays also . then you have experience. but yeah i love this sport. it relieves my stress. once i put on my glove i play my hardest, and dont care about anything else, i take it REALLY serious . if i make a mistake i'd have to fix it . i dont like letting my team down. softball made me and my friend closer then ever. i'd like to continue playing because its fun and the girls are funny ! it boosted my confidence when i play and i know i will be as good as the older girls. im almost there :'] Lady Tigers ^^^ <3 ( <---- my team )