when people act like they don't care but they do ? i hate it -_- cause you can never tell if they care or just plain don't give af .. so i sit here . . thinking about everything && starting to think that this was a joke, everything.. but what does it matter ? people don't care so whats the point ? :[[ .

not knowing what to do ? the worst ! it's like when something goes wrong you dont know what to do, say or feel :/ , your just stuck in the moment. you just want to break down and cry , when you need a friend most of them arent there for you. music is your only friend, and sometimes that doesnt work ! cause all songs are love songs now :/ , so every word just magically relates to your situation. and its crazy. When you do have a friend to rely on you dont want to tell them because its hard to tell someone your situation thinking that they'll think your the bad guy. only thing you can do is take walks, or just stay to yourself and keep distance from everyone until you feel better. this always happens to me. but theres one friend that i can go to for ANYTHING and she'll be there, no matter how stupid the situation she gives me advice. why cant everyone be like that ? so caring and understandingg -___-

Walking along an empty street, you notice a wallet.  It contains $5,000 in cash, the address, and picture of the owner. Would you give it back?  What if the picture looked like a wealthy-looking young man?  What if the picture showed a frail-looking old lady?


it couldve been a old man wearing a g-string, i would still give the money back ! im not the type to steal money. thats just stupid. cause you never know if it couldve been stolen money. okay it couldve been in a wallet but they probably stole it then put it in there wallet. but all im saying is i would give back the money because they probably really needed it. 

How many times a day do you look at yourself in the mirror?


well .. i should not say >:/ . lol yes, i look at myself alot of times. to check my hair, my outfit . everything :/ , im kind of insecure so obviously i would have to look in the mirror. but im not the type to constintley look in the mirror like 24/7 . cause that'll just be wierd

Would you be willing to give up using the Internet for the next five years if, as a result, it would save 10 starving children in Indonesia?


yes, but only if it meant giving up facebook. because no one can give up the internet , how do you think i will get my homework done? i obviously need google and other websites 

Do you think the world will be better or worse 100 years from now?


i think the world would be worse in 100 years because look at how were living now. the air is polluted, theres TONS of garbage on the floor , streets , anywhere ! no one respects the earth, plus the economy is BAD !!! so imagine it being 100 years from now, Itll really be worse , plus violence never take a break so yeaaaah -_- 

 I will never forgive ________ for ________ . 


i will never forgive my dad for leaving my me and my mom. i will never forgive his apologizes, i may not forgive him for what he's done. but i will thank him ! because if it wasnt for him i'd never have a step father thats so caring, loving, and protective of me. i wouldnt be the girl i am today, because of him i learned that not everyone will be there for you. so it made me see the world more clearer. He may not  be in my life but if i was to ever see him i would say " thank you for leaving. because i wouldnt have such a great life if it wasnt for you " . because its true ! my step dad been there since i was 2 years old, and raised me like a real father. and now im living in good conditions and couldnt ask to change anything in my life 

You’ve been hired to write a teen dictionary.  What would be the first 10 words all teens should know about?


the words i put have a LITTLE meaning to it. this really isnt a dictionary its just words that people NEEEED to know the REAL meaning of , cause in REAL dictionarys they give you meaning that YOU think is just fun and games, my dictionary will be with THE REAL MEANING ! 



Love


Trust -_- - alot of people need to be reminded about this word ! 


Real Friends ^_^ - what they do to know if they real or not 


Death - alot of kids arm themselves over dumb things so that word NEEDS to be in the dictionary


Pregnancy - Some Girls NEEEEEED to Know About This ! and how its NO joke.


Parties- some people need to know not all parties are safe! most people get hurt during one cause of dumb people




UMM IM NOT DONE ! IM STILL THINKING OF WORDS :/ BUT THIS IS HALF OF IT ! :]] 

You just got a full scholarship to two colleges: one is in New York City, the other is in California.  Which one would you choose?  Explain.


if i was to get a full scholarship for two colleges , i would pick the one in California. Honestly i would go because i'd want to get away from new york, theres TOOOO many distractions over here, and i know i wont get any work done. Also i'd like to go to California, i hear its beautiful and its a good place. but the only thing that i'll fear is that alot of earthquakes happen :/ 

sagging

What’s your opinion on sagging pants?

my opinion ? well . . sagging pants is a " style " now, so i guess sagging pants will be okay. BUT its disturbing when you sag your pants waaaaay to low -_- , no one wants to see butt cheeks, literally ! or when its low but not too low, because all boys show now a days is there underwear , and no one wants to see stars and hearts on your boxers . also some boys think sagging pants is cool. when most times its not. you just look like a fool, if you know how to sag your pants correctly shoutout to you people !! , cause now a days boys walk like penguins because their pants are sooooo low ! -_- 

you see these two girls on my left ? i lovee them odee <3 this day we were being foolish :P lol . i love them odee thooo :'] and there alway there for me,

 theres a few other girls that shouldve been in this picture btw :* ilove you susana and brittany :]

What sound drives you crazy?


when people chew in my ear or chew with there mouth open -_________- like really ? CLOSE YOU FREAKING MOUTH'S !!! i hate that like didnt your mother raise you better? you PIGS -__- lol sorry , but its true . . that sound is irritating. 

You are applying for a very important job.  Before deciding to hire you, your new employer wants your Facebook password.  Do you give it to them?  Why or why not?


honestly i wouldnt give them my facebook password. because why would they need it ? you can already see my information on my page, AND see the status's that i post. so why would they need it ? its not like my messages are important. its not like im hiding anything . and in plus when im older i doubt i will even have a facebook. my priorities will be coming first !

who is the greatest rapper of all time? biggie? tupac? jay-z? someone else? explain why




well i think they're all great rappers. they all have the same taste in music but they add a different kind of style to it. to me i wouldn't pick out of those 3 because they all are very good rappers, they talk about different things. And they each have different meanings. 

best and worst birthday

Describe with as much detail as possible, your best and worst birthday.

my BEST birthday , uh well , i guess it was this year. i had to stay with my grandparents for a week because my mom was getting surgery. so i didnt get to see her at all ! my mom told me she might not come home for my birthday, depending when they let her go. so i started to cry because i NEVER spent any birthdays without her, and as i said in my future me post, she had a condition that needed to be treated. so knowing if anything happened that i wont get to see her for my birthday. BUT then a day before my birthday i got a call from her and she said that i could come home on my birthday. so that meant no more brooklyn , nomore grandparents :] no more traveling. so when i went home afterschool i went home and spent the rest of my night with my mom :'] and even though i didnt get alot i appreciated what she got me :'] all i cared about was that i got to see her <3 

my WORST birthday - i didnt really have any worst birthday's :p

bullied

Tell the story of when you were bullied.  What would you say to him/her now?


well , i used to get bullied for several reasons. nothing big though, but one thing people say to me when we argue or whenever they think they're " bullying " me is when they say " your white though " . that really irks my nerves. That's all people could say, which is childish. okay my skin color is white. . YOUR POINT IS ? -_- , Sometimes it really does bother me because to me i feel like people cant get past the fact that my skin color is like that. so they take advantage of it. even if im play arguing with someone i still dislike when people say it. i dont care about what people say about me but to bring up skin colors is annoying -__- , like if i was to make fun of someones color i'd be wrong right ? exactly my point. why should i deal with people talking crap about me being hispanic but being pale also -_- , but then when i say something about someone im wrong. 

mistakes.

who are people to judge us on our mistakes ? alot of people make mistakes. honestly everything happens for a reason , for better or for worse. some people do things on purpose, and i dont judge them. maybe their tired of certain things , OR they want to experience something they havent before. but thats there DECISION ! if they choose to do something let them, its their life. BUT i'd never let my friends do something wrong , i just cant watch them get judged for the thing they did knowing i couldve prevented it from happening. but then again if its something they really want to do who are you to stop them ? i think mistakes happen for different reasons. it can change someones life in many ways , Honestly, some people cant even say anything about peoples mistakes or past because it happens to everyone, you may not know it but everyone will or at least made one mistake. and its sad for someone to get judged on when the people done it THEMSELVES ! im speaking on behalf of all the people that made mistakes because i too had made mistakes and have been judged, and didnt like it. it has helped my life in certain ways but i had ups and downs , life is WAAAAY to short to be regreting things and trying to make things right,

sex ed

Should Sex Ed Be Required In All Middle And High School ? Why Or Why Not ?

i think sex ed should be required in all middle and highschools because some teenagers do have sex at a young age and end up getting pregnant, PLUS some girls and guys think its okay just because it gives "pleasure" . but honestly it can ruin your future ! you may be using "protection" but that still wont matter. like what if it breaks and you catch diseases and infections. now thats just NASTY -___- , i mean for some people they dont care about there life and crap and have all the sex they want which is bad because everyone has the potential to be something in life, but to waste it on something that can harm you physically and mentally is just soo sadddddd , sex ed should be required so more students could learn about what could happen if you do have sex and what things can be done if you are already sexually active to prevent having babies.

so a few weeks ago a guy got jumped because he was gay :/ , WELL , to me i didnt think that was right because he didnt do anything . some people just cant leave people alone, the fact that he got jumped because he was gay is just so overwhelming. i felt bad because he was a innocent kid. the damage was bad ! some people just have NO HEARTS ! how can you do that to someone ? , i understand if you dislike gay people but to hurt them physically can destroy there mindset mentally about how they see life . like for real , whats this world coming to :'/ , some people are so cruel, especially if you dont know the person ! but at least he's okay :'] , sometimes i wish i was a cop to arrest them because now knowing what happen more people are at risk of getting jumped for being gay.

This is kind of deep :/ but read it :]

Dear FutureMe,
 you wrote this letter when you were 14 , your probably looking at this and saying " i don't remember this " , but maybe a little summary of your old life will help you remember how you lived and how was your life was like when you were younger. . .
 right now as we speak your living with your mom and two nephews, marcus and chris. your mom just finished getting surgery for breast cancer, she's doing fine right now. recovering from those nasty scars :/ , family wise ? you don't really want to be around them . but you're learning that even though you don't want to be around them that they will always be there for you , your nephews are a pain in the butt ! they don't understand how hard it is to help mom with the condition she's in and helping her take care of them at the same time. well hopefully this is bringing most of your memory back ! , but anyways. you were in 8th grade when you wrote this and couldn't wait to go off to highschool :] , you been in a one year relationship with ___ and you enjoyed every minute of it , even though people in school didnt want you being together , your best friends that were always there for you were brittany , diamond , amy , jillian , jazmin and sarai , OH and susana ! they were the girls you spent all your mornings in advisory, all your lunch's with ( when you didn't get in trouble ) and most of your afternoons with.. you loved them more then EVER ! they were like your sisters , you'd tell them anything , you known them since 4th grade , and your love for them grew stronger everyday. but your real BESTFRIEND that you do everything with and could be yourself around was kenny, oh man how much you loved him, , you could laugh and talk about anything with him, you didn't care about what anyone thought about him, you can do the silliest things around him and act wierd , and nothing will change the way he thought or felt about you . but .. everything i just said didn't bring you the happiest moods. because all this drama occured and made you depressed , at one point NO ONE was talking to you , but you tryed being strong, still went to school and everything, faked a smile and head held high, things began to change at home and all you could do was sit there and let things fall back into place. you would wonder why all the bad things happened to you, or why its you being put in these position's. life goes on and i learned as a young girl that life its self isnt fully developed like we are , its still has problems but it gets better . . the happiest moments for you are when your with your father . he'd always tell you that you can talk to him about anything, even though you feel like if you do tell him something he'll sit there and judge you :/ , you sometimes feel like you cant even tell your close friends anything. . i hope in the future i marry who i want to marry :x lol. i honestly do not want kids, but i dont want to feel lonely so i probably will have one or two :] hopefully when i read this 2O years from now i reached my goal of being famous or have a really good job , i hope i got to help my family out and been there for them when they needed me, most important i hope my mom got to see me graduate from highschool or college <3 , then my life would be complete :D , softball and dancing is your LIFE, you enjoy doing both ! , you sing alittle too :X , even though your so insecure about it . but you cant help it , you love doing it ! you made mistakes when you were younger and by the time you read this you know why you did them , some of them i cant even explain , i feel like im a parent most times , because i have to help my mom with everything ! knowing the condition shes in i dont mind, its not like i dont have a childhood , cause i do but now i know what struggles she goes through. memories are coming back ? OH so you do remember this old life ? well at least you know :T , i love every bit of my life because its making me realize most things that blinded me from the beginning , and things are becoming so clearer to me , and i hope when im older i look back at this letter and it changes the way i saw life from now to when im older ,