when people act like they don't care but they do ? i hate it -_- cause you can never tell if they care or just plain don't give af .. so i sit here . . thinking about everything && starting to think that this was a joke, everything.. but what does it matter ? people don't care so whats the point ? :[[ .

not knowing what to do ? the worst ! it's like when something goes wrong you dont know what to do, say or feel :/ , your just stuck in the moment. you just want to break down and cry , when you need a friend most of them arent there for you. music is your only friend, and sometimes that doesnt work ! cause all songs are love songs now :/ , so every word just magically relates to your situation. and its crazy. When you do have a friend to rely on you dont want to tell them because its hard to tell someone your situation thinking that they'll think your the bad guy. only thing you can do is take walks, or just stay to yourself and keep distance from everyone until you feel better. this always happens to me. but theres one friend that i can go to for ANYTHING and she'll be there, no matter how stupid the situation she gives me advice. why cant everyone be like that ? so caring and understandingg -___-

Walking along an empty street, you notice a wallet.  It contains $5,000 in cash, the address, and picture of the owner. Would you give it back?  What if the picture looked like a wealthy-looking young man?  What if the picture showed a frail-looking old lady?


it couldve been a old man wearing a g-string, i would still give the money back ! im not the type to steal money. thats just stupid. cause you never know if it couldve been stolen money. okay it couldve been in a wallet but they probably stole it then put it in there wallet. but all im saying is i would give back the money because they probably really needed it. 

How many times a day do you look at yourself in the mirror?


well .. i should not say >:/ . lol yes, i look at myself alot of times. to check my hair, my outfit . everything :/ , im kind of insecure so obviously i would have to look in the mirror. but im not the type to constintley look in the mirror like 24/7 . cause that'll just be wierd

Would you be willing to give up using the Internet for the next five years if, as a result, it would save 10 starving children in Indonesia?


yes, but only if it meant giving up facebook. because no one can give up the internet , how do you think i will get my homework done? i obviously need google and other websites 

Do you think the world will be better or worse 100 years from now?


i think the world would be worse in 100 years because look at how were living now. the air is polluted, theres TONS of garbage on the floor , streets , anywhere ! no one respects the earth, plus the economy is BAD !!! so imagine it being 100 years from now, Itll really be worse , plus violence never take a break so yeaaaah -_- 

 I will never forgive ________ for ________ . 


i will never forgive my dad for leaving my me and my mom. i will never forgive his apologizes, i may not forgive him for what he's done. but i will thank him ! because if it wasnt for him i'd never have a step father thats so caring, loving, and protective of me. i wouldnt be the girl i am today, because of him i learned that not everyone will be there for you. so it made me see the world more clearer. He may not  be in my life but if i was to ever see him i would say " thank you for leaving. because i wouldnt have such a great life if it wasnt for you " . because its true ! my step dad been there since i was 2 years old, and raised me like a real father. and now im living in good conditions and couldnt ask to change anything in my life 

You’ve been hired to write a teen dictionary.  What would be the first 10 words all teens should know about?


the words i put have a LITTLE meaning to it. this really isnt a dictionary its just words that people NEEEED to know the REAL meaning of , cause in REAL dictionarys they give you meaning that YOU think is just fun and games, my dictionary will be with THE REAL MEANING ! 



Love


Trust -_- - alot of people need to be reminded about this word ! 


Real Friends ^_^ - what they do to know if they real or not 


Death - alot of kids arm themselves over dumb things so that word NEEDS to be in the dictionary


Pregnancy - Some Girls NEEEEEED to Know About This ! and how its NO joke.


Parties- some people need to know not all parties are safe! most people get hurt during one cause of dumb people




UMM IM NOT DONE ! IM STILL THINKING OF WORDS :/ BUT THIS IS HALF OF IT ! :]] 

You just got a full scholarship to two colleges: one is in New York City, the other is in California.  Which one would you choose?  Explain.


if i was to get a full scholarship for two colleges , i would pick the one in California. Honestly i would go because i'd want to get away from new york, theres TOOOO many distractions over here, and i know i wont get any work done. Also i'd like to go to California, i hear its beautiful and its a good place. but the only thing that i'll fear is that alot of earthquakes happen :/ 

sagging

What’s your opinion on sagging pants?

my opinion ? well . . sagging pants is a " style " now, so i guess sagging pants will be okay. BUT its disturbing when you sag your pants waaaaay to low -_- , no one wants to see butt cheeks, literally ! or when its low but not too low, because all boys show now a days is there underwear , and no one wants to see stars and hearts on your boxers . also some boys think sagging pants is cool. when most times its not. you just look like a fool, if you know how to sag your pants correctly shoutout to you people !! , cause now a days boys walk like penguins because their pants are sooooo low ! -_- 

you see these two girls on my left ? i lovee them odee <3 this day we were being foolish :P lol . i love them odee thooo :'] and there alway there for me,

 theres a few other girls that shouldve been in this picture btw :* ilove you susana and brittany :]

What sound drives you crazy?


when people chew in my ear or chew with there mouth open -_________- like really ? CLOSE YOU FREAKING MOUTH'S !!! i hate that like didnt your mother raise you better? you PIGS -__- lol sorry , but its true . . that sound is irritating. 

You are applying for a very important job.  Before deciding to hire you, your new employer wants your Facebook password.  Do you give it to them?  Why or why not?


honestly i wouldnt give them my facebook password. because why would they need it ? you can already see my information on my page, AND see the status's that i post. so why would they need it ? its not like my messages are important. its not like im hiding anything . and in plus when im older i doubt i will even have a facebook. my priorities will be coming first !

who is the greatest rapper of all time? biggie? tupac? jay-z? someone else? explain why




well i think they're all great rappers. they all have the same taste in music but they add a different kind of style to it. to me i wouldn't pick out of those 3 because they all are very good rappers, they talk about different things. And they each have different meanings. 

best and worst birthday

Describe with as much detail as possible, your best and worst birthday.

my BEST birthday , uh well , i guess it was this year. i had to stay with my grandparents for a week because my mom was getting surgery. so i didnt get to see her at all ! my mom told me she might not come home for my birthday, depending when they let her go. so i started to cry because i NEVER spent any birthdays without her, and as i said in my future me post, she had a condition that needed to be treated. so knowing if anything happened that i wont get to see her for my birthday. BUT then a day before my birthday i got a call from her and she said that i could come home on my birthday. so that meant no more brooklyn , nomore grandparents :] no more traveling. so when i went home afterschool i went home and spent the rest of my night with my mom :'] and even though i didnt get alot i appreciated what she got me :'] all i cared about was that i got to see her <3 

my WORST birthday - i didnt really have any worst birthday's :p

bullied

Tell the story of when you were bullied.  What would you say to him/her now?


well , i used to get bullied for several reasons. nothing big though, but one thing people say to me when we argue or whenever they think they're " bullying " me is when they say " your white though " . that really irks my nerves. That's all people could say, which is childish. okay my skin color is white. . YOUR POINT IS ? -_- , Sometimes it really does bother me because to me i feel like people cant get past the fact that my skin color is like that. so they take advantage of it. even if im play arguing with someone i still dislike when people say it. i dont care about what people say about me but to bring up skin colors is annoying -__- , like if i was to make fun of someones color i'd be wrong right ? exactly my point. why should i deal with people talking crap about me being hispanic but being pale also -_- , but then when i say something about someone im wrong. 

mistakes.

who are people to judge us on our mistakes ? alot of people make mistakes. honestly everything happens for a reason , for better or for worse. some people do things on purpose, and i dont judge them. maybe their tired of certain things , OR they want to experience something they havent before. but thats there DECISION ! if they choose to do something let them, its their life. BUT i'd never let my friends do something wrong , i just cant watch them get judged for the thing they did knowing i couldve prevented it from happening. but then again if its something they really want to do who are you to stop them ? i think mistakes happen for different reasons. it can change someones life in many ways , Honestly, some people cant even say anything about peoples mistakes or past because it happens to everyone, you may not know it but everyone will or at least made one mistake. and its sad for someone to get judged on when the people done it THEMSELVES ! im speaking on behalf of all the people that made mistakes because i too had made mistakes and have been judged, and didnt like it. it has helped my life in certain ways but i had ups and downs , life is WAAAAY to short to be regreting things and trying to make things right,

sex ed

Should Sex Ed Be Required In All Middle And High School ? Why Or Why Not ?

i think sex ed should be required in all middle and highschools because some teenagers do have sex at a young age and end up getting pregnant, PLUS some girls and guys think its okay just because it gives "pleasure" . but honestly it can ruin your future ! you may be using "protection" but that still wont matter. like what if it breaks and you catch diseases and infections. now thats just NASTY -___- , i mean for some people they dont care about there life and crap and have all the sex they want which is bad because everyone has the potential to be something in life, but to waste it on something that can harm you physically and mentally is just soo sadddddd , sex ed should be required so more students could learn about what could happen if you do have sex and what things can be done if you are already sexually active to prevent having babies.

so a few weeks ago a guy got jumped because he was gay :/ , WELL , to me i didnt think that was right because he didnt do anything . some people just cant leave people alone, the fact that he got jumped because he was gay is just so overwhelming. i felt bad because he was a innocent kid. the damage was bad ! some people just have NO HEARTS ! how can you do that to someone ? , i understand if you dislike gay people but to hurt them physically can destroy there mindset mentally about how they see life . like for real , whats this world coming to :'/ , some people are so cruel, especially if you dont know the person ! but at least he's okay :'] , sometimes i wish i was a cop to arrest them because now knowing what happen more people are at risk of getting jumped for being gay.

This is kind of deep :/ but read it :]

Dear FutureMe,
 you wrote this letter when you were 14 , your probably looking at this and saying " i don't remember this " , but maybe a little summary of your old life will help you remember how you lived and how was your life was like when you were younger. . .
 right now as we speak your living with your mom and two nephews, marcus and chris. your mom just finished getting surgery for breast cancer, she's doing fine right now. recovering from those nasty scars :/ , family wise ? you don't really want to be around them . but you're learning that even though you don't want to be around them that they will always be there for you , your nephews are a pain in the butt ! they don't understand how hard it is to help mom with the condition she's in and helping her take care of them at the same time. well hopefully this is bringing most of your memory back ! , but anyways. you were in 8th grade when you wrote this and couldn't wait to go off to highschool :] , you been in a one year relationship with ___ and you enjoyed every minute of it , even though people in school didnt want you being together , your best friends that were always there for you were brittany , diamond , amy , jillian , jazmin and sarai , OH and susana ! they were the girls you spent all your mornings in advisory, all your lunch's with ( when you didn't get in trouble ) and most of your afternoons with.. you loved them more then EVER ! they were like your sisters , you'd tell them anything , you known them since 4th grade , and your love for them grew stronger everyday. but your real BESTFRIEND that you do everything with and could be yourself around was kenny, oh man how much you loved him, , you could laugh and talk about anything with him, you didn't care about what anyone thought about him, you can do the silliest things around him and act wierd , and nothing will change the way he thought or felt about you . but .. everything i just said didn't bring you the happiest moods. because all this drama occured and made you depressed , at one point NO ONE was talking to you , but you tryed being strong, still went to school and everything, faked a smile and head held high, things began to change at home and all you could do was sit there and let things fall back into place. you would wonder why all the bad things happened to you, or why its you being put in these position's. life goes on and i learned as a young girl that life its self isnt fully developed like we are , its still has problems but it gets better . . the happiest moments for you are when your with your father . he'd always tell you that you can talk to him about anything, even though you feel like if you do tell him something he'll sit there and judge you :/ , you sometimes feel like you cant even tell your close friends anything. . i hope in the future i marry who i want to marry :x lol. i honestly do not want kids, but i dont want to feel lonely so i probably will have one or two :] hopefully when i read this 2O years from now i reached my goal of being famous or have a really good job , i hope i got to help my family out and been there for them when they needed me, most important i hope my mom got to see me graduate from highschool or college <3 , then my life would be complete :D , softball and dancing is your LIFE, you enjoy doing both ! , you sing alittle too :X , even though your so insecure about it . but you cant help it , you love doing it ! you made mistakes when you were younger and by the time you read this you know why you did them , some of them i cant even explain , i feel like im a parent most times , because i have to help my mom with everything ! knowing the condition shes in i dont mind, its not like i dont have a childhood , cause i do but now i know what struggles she goes through. memories are coming back ? OH so you do remember this old life ? well at least you know :T , i love every bit of my life because its making me realize most things that blinded me from the beginning , and things are becoming so clearer to me , and i hope when im older i look back at this letter and it changes the way i saw life from now to when im older ,

60. What’s something about yourself that you hope will change, but that probably never will?




something about myself that i hope will change but probably never will is my temper, i get mad or annoyed very easily. most of the time i can get soo mad i just dont want to talk to anyone because they'll annoy me ; and i dislike that about me because i dont like taking my anger out on my friends , especially when they try to help me, i really hope that will change because when i get in a bad mood i act like a B!$^@ , :/ 

97. You discover a crystal ball that can tell you the truth about ONE thing in your life– past, future, or present.  What would you want to know?


i would want to know about my future , because i want to know who i will be with for the rest of my life :] , ONLY because if its someone i KNOW and they would be a waste of time i wouldnt even bother . and to see if im a successful dancer :'] also to see if my mommy will be walking on earth :* , 

Ugggggh ; >.< 

Theres Alot Of Thingss i Want To Say But Just Cantt, Becausee Its Not Thee SAME :T Sheesh. I Tryy Telling Youu But i Doubt yOU'LL Bee Theree Too Listeeen :/ i Shouldvee Listenedd Too My Mindd , it Toldd  Mee Onee Thingg Butt i Listened To MYSELF ! #stupid move , You Aree Thee Besst <3  , IM Gladd Weree On Good Termss :'] , At Leasst iN mY Mindd Your Heree But In mY Heaaart Yourr Gonee . . 

78.  When did you last cry in front of another person? By yourself?

YESTERDAAAAAY -__- and it was infront of my 2 friends because we got stuck in the elevator ! they kept jumpingg and it jumped and got stuck in between floors -_- then she was like what  if we go up then fall down really fast too the first floor, once she said that i started TEARINGGGGG , i hatee elevators >.<

81. If you had the choice of one soulmate, but no friends or no soulmate, but lots of friends, which would you choose?

i'd choose both :X and i'd tell you why !

i'd choose having alot of friends because they will be there for you through anything. and in case of anything they will help you out whenever you need something , and if there your really good friends they'll act like your there brother or sister and take care of you , like when you get out of a relationship they'll be there to support you . 

this is why i'd choose having a soulmate . . 

i'd have a soulmate beause they provide more things , like if you move in together they'll either help pay rent or pay the whole thing, they buy food, and take you out, he/she will act like a bestfriend to you, so you dont really need friends, 

B U T !!!!!!!!! . . . what if he/she cheats on you and you have no where to go ? THATS WHY I'D CHOOSE FRIENDS ! , THEN what if you have nomoreee friends? THATS WHERE YOUR SOULMATE COMES IN !  , 

80. While arguing with a close friend on the phone, she gets angry and hangs up.  Assuming she is at fault and makes no attempt to contact you, how long would you wait to get in touch with her?

umm , well if she was too hangg up on me , i would try calling her back . if not then if i seen her in person i'd walk up to her and try working things out, especially if me and the girl were really cool. because if it was something stupid id wouldnt want to lose her over it, but IF that doesnt work out id wait like a week to let her calm down then ill let her try to make the first move,

Tomboy Days :$$

Well yeahh :/ im NOT a girly girl ! no matter how girly i dress , i HATE IT :/ , im used to jeans ( a little baggy ) A shirt and some Sneakers , not no Cardigan , with a blouse , a skirt and some shoes -__- , im not the type to play a sport just to be around boys, im the type to play because i actually like the sport. like basketball , baseball and football , i made my self sound like a total boy :x BUT ! i do enjoy doing girl things, like shopping, talking on the phone and all that other stuff, like you would catch me dressing like a GIRLY GIRL once in a while . im used to basketball shorts and sneakers. not booty shorts and some sandals . idk its just how i dress . im not a TOTAL tomboy . like i still dress kind of girly, :] .. im really competitive , and i dont care if your a boy i will argue with you , i wont stay shut , i was raised like that , stay shut to NO ONE ! and thats how im going to teach my kids :'] theres only going to be 2 friends i will still talk to when im older because i know everyone gunna go there seperate way :'[ lmaoo

65. If you found that a good friend had AIDS, would you avoid him? What if your brother or sister had it?


if a good friend of mines had AIDS i would still talk to them because just because they had a disease i wouldnt treat them any different , because i bet they wont have any friends when they find out they have AIDS ! , and thats mean :/ , i mean i wont be as close to them because i wouldn't want to catch it but i'd still be there for them .
if my brother or sister had it i'd be by there side through everything because there my family and i want to help them out, but the same rules apply ( i wont be as close ) but if they were to ever need something i'd help them 

68. Someone very close to you is in pain, paralyzed, and will die within a month.  He begs you to give him poison so that he can die.  Would you?  What if it were your father or mother?

i wouldnt give them poison even if it were my mother or father because i would want to spend as much time with them as i can ,

73. Do you prefer being around guys or girls? Do your closest friends tend to be guys or girls?


i'd prefer being around boys more then girls because girls always wanna talk about there days and there problems, but with boys we crack jokes and talk about random s**** , and we always play sports and have fun :D , but i do love my friends that are girls 

41. Write a poem about how it feels while you’re playing your favorite sport.


its not a poem but im gunna write how i feel about it. 


SOFTBALL :] my favorite sport ! i love it, i love the feeling when i hit a home run, i love when i catch the ball :] it makes me feel good , idk why O.o i love playing this sport. i have a game saturday :D not a real one but its a practice one to see how good we are . most people say softball is a wack sport, but its just like baseball, but we use a green / bigger ball ( no homo ) :X , my team colors are  pretty :D , im learning alot about this sport the more i play, the girls are OD Coool B] , iDC what anyone says i LOVE PLAYING ! 

Talk about the qualities you like in girls as friends

uh , well i like girls that i can come to for anything, or when i need someone to talk to. someone that is funny and makes my days. or someone who will have my back, someone thats not so quick to assume, and also someone who likes to have FUN :D , someone that shares there candy with me <3.<3 LOL :] one that'll trust me and . i like when i see bestfriends walking around and they look like they have fun around each other

Discuss how you feel about girls ,

i feel that girls can be your best friends in the world but then they can be your worst enemy. like some things you cant tell a girl because you NEVER know who they could tell. like the girls i told / tell a lot too , i trusted them, well i still do but not as much. some girls can be the funnest to be around but then some are B O R I N G ! some are cool but then some are just . . EW -_- , some are quiet and some are trouble starters. like . . O.o , i just want to LIVE LIFE ! and have fun. :] girls now a days are changing, good and bad. but thats life :P , i know i changed over the months, and years but i wouldnt tell secrets. like i know some people would. my main girls trustworthy and all that . so i dont mind telling them anything, like my friends in my class , i'd still tell them stuff but it'll feel weird. even though it shouldnt feel like that since we all knew each other for so longg ! like im putting all the drama and etc behind me because its 8th grade , were leaving sooon ! so i want to make it as fun as possible :D , but yeah :/ girls, what can i say. we all have our b****y moods. . 

Discuss the positive qualities that make a guy likable

WELL , what makes a guy likable is how they're don't take girls for advantage , like they use her for her money or they think just because the girls are all sensitive they could be mean to them. there could be a million qualities about a likable guy. like how they are always there for there girl ( thats a friend ) . or how they have their back. even just having a nice conversation face to face is a quality because we know that they're good listeners or they're just good to talk to when your feeling down or just want to have a conversation. no body want someone thats TOOOOOO over protective, because then the girl would think that your a feen for her . and then she'll probably think your annoying, but thats SOME girls . not all . some boys have the quality of being respectful.

if you could change one thing about yourself , what would you change ? why ?

i'd change the way i act towards people, because sometimes when im in a bad mood and someone trys to talk to me i'd take it out on them and then we'd end up arguing or something. and i'd change the way how im very quick to assume ! like SOME people should change about them too . because thats like my worst habit and i know how other people feel and crap. theres quite a few things i'd change but i doubt it'll change.

what school subjects do you really enjoy ?

my favorite class is tech , because i enjoy going on the laptops . also blogger is a place where i can write about anything :'X so yeah :] , and its not a stressful class like all the others.

39. When did you stop believing in Santa Claus?


i stopped believing in santa when i was like 7 because i slept in my living room for christmas and i heard my mom rapping the presents in the room -_- so that morning i opened the presents , said thank you and told them santa not real because i heard them and they was like what ? santa is real ! , like no , we may be little but we arent stupid ! lmaoo 

60. What’s something about yourself that you hope will change, but that probably never will?
 Something About me that will never change is my attitude , no matter how hard i try to not be mean or give attitude it just slips out :X , like i get annoyed fast so my attitude will come out of me, i get it from my mom so yeah . . itll NEVER go away LOL :P , like you could be my bestest friend in the world but if you annoy me i will go off :'/ even though i hate when im mean to people but thats life . 

Random Questions

55. What do you do if you can’t sleep at night? Do you count sheep, toss and turn, or get up and do something?

when i cant go to sleep i lay down and think about stuff , or i text someone . but usually just lay down and think about my regrets , future , my friends , something that happened to me during the day or i just think about my past .

56. What’s something you should throw away, but can’t?  Explain.

i have a lot of things that i have but i cant , well i can but i dont want to . like drawings or things people gave me , and ETC .

57. What’s something valuable that you accidentally dropped and broke?  Describe the situation.

 uh , well one day i was washing dishes and theres was a plate that my mom liked because it was a gift O.o so i was playing with my friend and it slipped out my hand and t broke. i tried to glue it but that didnt work lol. well it did but it ended up breaking after a few hours because some pieces were still missing .

58. What sound drives you crazy?

 i HATE when people chew in my ear , i hate when people snap in my face, i hate the sound of when you drag your nail across the chalkboard >.< 

36. If you were given the power to cure one disease, which would it be?  Why?


Cancer ! why ? because no one should be dealing with it . especially if your at a young age :/ if i had 3 wishes i'd use it to cure any type of cancer. i have a family member that has cancer :/ and shes REALLY close to me . i dont know what i'd do without her . she takes care of me , and everything . and i wouldnt want to see her go away because of cancer . NO ONE should go through this, visiting the doctor everyday . or having to take medicine all day . or even worrying about how long you have to live. i've heard stories about people that have cancer and its just bad ! :/ i wish cancer DIED ! i swear if i could cure this disease i would . 

HIGH SCHOOOOOOL :]

Am I Ready ? YEAH :]

How Do You Feel About Leaving 188 ? ITS A BLESSING :] LOL :P

Would You Miss Anyone ? Yeah . My Teachers And All The 8 Graders .

Did You Learn Anything While You Were In 188 ? i Learned To Be a Bigger Person And Ignore The Drama , But To Also Forgive Because I've Known These People For Like 5 years :]

Do You Like Your Highschool You Will Be Going To ? Yeah .

Who Will You Miss The Most ? :X

Can You Write A Few Sentences About Your 8th Grade Year ?
8th Grade, MANNNNNN ! We All Been Through Thick and Thin , The Teachers Can Be Annoying But i love Them :] , Im Honestly Going To Miss Everyone :'[ , Im Going To See Most Of Them Through out The Summer But Most I Wont EVER Se Again :/ , 8th Grade Was A Good/Bad year For Everyone , SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Much Drama ! But No Matter What Im STILL Going To Be There For Everyone Like I Said i Will :] Lifes To Short To Be Dealing With Nonsense .

Will You Visit The School ? Once In a Blue Moon ( Only To Pick Up My Brothers }

Highschoool here i comeeeeeeeeeeee :]]]]] <3 <3 <3

Getting Your Heart Broken , Finding Out Your Crush Doesnt Like You , Realizing Your Ex Moved On . . WORST FEELING EVER ! , :/ Because You REALLY Liked That Person , Getting Your Feelings Hurt Is Like The Person Who Broke Them Saying F*CK YOU ! -_- . EVERYONE went through this, and if you havent . . ITS GOING TO ! So GoodLuck ! Your Gunna Need It !! :P , I Been There Before. And It Makes You Feel Some Type Of Way ! It Happened To My Friends More Then Me Though , So i If I Ever Gotten My Heart Broken I Know How I Will Act Just By Looking At My Friends Situation . Some People Take Love A Joke , Well They Think Its A Game , like Once You Get A Girl To Love You , You Shouldnt Break There Heart , Because You WILL regret it ; Then She Wont Take You Back. UNLESS She's Stupid Enough . But Then Again If You Worth With Each Other For A LONG time Then She Probably Will Give You Another Chance , LUCKY !! :D lmaooo , i Got a Second Chance Once, Even Though i Felt Like I Didnt Deserve It . But i Proved That People Changed , Because They Said " Once A Cheater Always A Cheater " , NOT ME :] I Learned My Lesson . . . LESSON LEARNED ! Sometimes Love Isnt For Everyone , Some People Are Born To Be Cheaters :P LMFAO ! But If You Find That One Girl Thats All Worth It Then You'll Realize Theres Not A Reason To Cheat. I Dont Know What It Feels Like To Be Cheated On, i Honestly Dont. And If i Ever Did Get Cheated On I Wouldnt Want To Know About It . But Then i Would. But Not The VERY Next Day , Because I'd Feel Awkward :/ No One Deserves To Be Cheated On ! Because That Just Means You Not Ready For A REAL Relationship. I Dont Consider Myself READY For One Because im only 13 . Maybe If i Took Things Slow i'd Be Ready But Right Now All i Want To Do is Have Fun And Play Softball :]]]] , Right Now I Dont Think Im Even Ready For a Relationship So i Focus On My Friends , Family , School And Softball <3

What’s one thing in life you regret the most?


well , i regret a lot of stuff . but if theres ONE thing i had to name it would be disrespecting my mom :/ i mean every mom and daughter goes through there arguments . but now that im getting older theres no reason to argue because your going to end up losing . and my mom does alot for me i just realize it . no one does , until you really think about it . and since my mom is like my bestfriend i dont want to lose her . i mean nobody wants to lose there mom. <3 

Before i Die I Want To . . 

1: Perform In Carnegie Hall ( dance )

2: Fly A Plane :D

3: Bungie Jump :]

4: Sky Dive B]

5: Meet Adele & Bruno Mars 

6: Swim The Entire Ocean :P

7: Join The Navy Seals . :O ( even thou i can get killed going on missions ) 

8: Finish School 

9: Get a Tattoo 

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Number Ten Is Yet To Be Thought Of .

22. Are you a forgiving person?  Explain. 


Yes -_- , and i dislike that !!! like you can do something that will get me so mad but then after a while i'll end up forgiving them . well depending on the person and what they did . like if you talk crap or whatever i will end up forgiving you , only if you tell me straight up what you said to other people about me.  because at least your being straight forward with me . but if you like did something really F'd up then it will take more then apologies for me to talk to you . i mean i dont like having arguements with people , because it leads to more drama -_- , but other then that i can be very forgivingg :] 

My Inspirations :']

 These are my inspirations. your probably wondering why bruno mars, michael jackson, chris brown and adele are my inspirations right ? well bruno mars is my inspiration because he can really sing, and even tho i cant really sing he makes my want to try and sing, im kind of good at it. but i can do better, and his music is just amazing ! some of his songs relate to me. like when i listen to his music i feel like we have a connection. as if we been through the same thing . michael jackson is my inspiration because he inspired me to start dancing, i used to be scared of him when i was little O.o LMAO, idk why. but now its like i wish i met him /: , ever since i was little i been dancing. because i wanted to be like him. All i do is dance, everywhere i go, even if its goofing around. i just LOVE to dance, its my passion <3 , when i grow up if detective stuff doesnt work out i want to be a professional dancer :'] , i really have confidence in myself and i'd love to be on t.v :] mybe on the grammys ! lmaoo , yess >.< i dream of being on the grammys on day ! chris brown inspire me to dance also ! his moves are like woahhh :D , i also love his songs . its like when i listen to him i HAVE to dance !! he's probably the 2nd best dancer, the first is michael jackson IDC !! :P . i look up to them, they make me not want to give up dancing . its like in my blood <3 Last But Not Least ADELE :] , Shes A strong women, after everything she been through she still standing strong. she makes me not want to be depressed and sad, because its like if she can stay strong and keep her head up i can do that also . and her songs are so moving, shes my IDOL , like i look up to her more then anyone. and shes THICK and she doesnt care :D thats what i love . shes CONFIDENT about herself. <3 <3

Softball

#6 is my number . Left field and first base is my position. seeing me hit  home run puts joy into my heart . .  yes. i play softball <3 <3 <3
i love this sport ! , most people dont take softball seriously but its just like baseball , except us girls take this sport MORE serious. boys say that softball is lame and girls dont know how to play, but thats not true. obviously your on a team for a reason . -__- and its not lame, its a intense , and determined sport, JUST like baseball . i mean some girls are beginners so obviously they arent going to be pro's , unless you have family that plays also . then you have experience. but yeah i love this sport. it relieves my stress. once i put on my glove i play my hardest, and dont care about anything else, i take it REALLY serious . if i make a mistake i'd have to fix it . i dont like letting my team down. softball made me and my friend closer then ever. i'd like to continue playing because its fun and the girls are funny ! it boosted my confidence when i play and i know i will be as good as the older girls. im almost there :'] Lady Tigers ^^^ <3 ( <---- my team )

theres some things that i dislike about myself , one thing i dislike is that i fall for people quickly, or how i catch feelings for someone quick . i hate getting hurt because of those things listed above ^^ . :/ , i also get sooooo emotional , thats another thing im very sensitive ! like if you make me feel some type of way ill really cry or be OD sad :[ , like 2 days ago , i got hurt because of falling for the wrong person /:  i'd NEVER forget that day . Really though , sometimes i cry over stupid stuff , like losing someone i care about, like once i lost my boy bestfriend , i dont know what i did though !!! -__- , BUT i didnt cry for my bestfriend , not going to lie i only cried for 2 boys , thats it ! and only because they hurt me , i have trust issues now :/ , so now i dont like trusting boys , they lie to much !! :'////////  so whenever im talking to a boy i ask my bro to check him out and see if he valid ( by valid i mean "good" to be with" . . ) . . im used to losing friends, now i know whos REAL and whos NOT ! , no one should ever judge someone just by how they act, because maybe they been through alot it hurts them . thats why i dont judge people if i know theyre past , but anyways , i dislike gtting hurt , falling for the wrong people and ETC because it hurts ALOT ! ! , and i wouldnt want to see my friends go through it .

random questions

-  Do you believe in the death penalty? Why or why not?

i dont believe in death penalty. i dont believe in death penalty because honestly, even if someone did something so wrong you shouldnt end there life. 

- Would you rather have the power to be invisible or the power to read minds? Give a detailed description of your day with one of those powers. 

well , i'd pick both ! i'd pick invisiblity soo i can go around people and bother them :p ! lol , i'd also have the power to read minds so i can know what people think about , i think itll be funny ! lol :] 

-Are you the type of person who can eat at a restaurant or go to the movies alone?  Or do you always need someone by your side?  Explain. 

no because i feel awkward being alone and i'd be scared to be somewhere by myself 

- What are your bad habits?

biting my nails, and falling for someone quickly  

-When someone has bad breath do you tell them or try and ignore it?

 TRY to ignore it 

-Is it ok to tell lies sometimes or should you always be honest?  Please use examples.

well sometimes its better to tell lies, so the person doesnt get there feelings ruined, but then you should tell the truth so they dont think that you hide stuff from them and not trust you 

- Are you good at keeping secrets? Are there any situations where you would tell your friend’s secret?

i keep everyones secrets ! unless they give me the OK to tell someone there secrets other then that i wont tell nobody what they told me .