not knowing what to do ? the worst ! it's like when something goes wrong you dont know what to do, say or feel :/ , your just stuck in the moment. you just want to break down and cry , when you need a friend most of them arent there for you. music is your only friend, and sometimes that doesnt work ! cause all songs are love songs now :/ , so every word just magically relates to your situation. and its crazy. When you do have a friend to rely on you dont want to tell them because its hard to tell someone your situation thinking that they'll think your the bad guy. only thing you can do is take walks, or just stay to yourself and keep distance from everyone until you feel better. this always happens to me. but theres one friend that i can go to for ANYTHING and she'll be there, no matter how stupid the situation she gives me advice. why cant everyone be like that ? so caring and understandingg -___-